Ohhhhhh......i was tagged......how come........!!!!

J'Ko.........herrrrrr!!!! anywayz 2 b tagged "my bag" rather than da "first love", LOL!!!! very true!

Let's c then.......

 

An old crappie bag!!!......got it 4m my ABAC Condo roommate, Angela.

I borrowed it 4m her since ABAC time, she's now in England for Marine Time course.....can't take it back 100% sure! grakkkkk >_<

It'z a very loyal bag......I swung it 'round, used it so hard, my friend farted on it, da rain soaked it......still......it doesn't look way too bad, huh!

 

Working day.......I've a whole day seminar plus few appointments with my customers....so not much things 2dae....ei ei ei :P

 

1. Starting with Documents

My Company Today folder containing tasks and things to be done TODAY!!

Ruth Musical Drama Script.........coming soon 'round end of AUG.

Hutch Promotion leaflet......u noe how much i paid last month??......3600.......tat'z almost one-third my salary!!!!!

 

2. Product Samples........I visited da customers today.....getting the sample boxes approved one for the dimension another for the color tolerance.

U luv muh products huh???.....juzz da unit carton, myann!!!

 

 

 

 

3. Cost-mei-thick

The bag tag says "cotton touch" i'm not sure if it'z a brand or juzz a product description >_<

cute keroppi mirror (my 12-yr-old bd present from my auntie ^_^)

Powder Puff, Brush on, Mascara, Lips, Eye Liner......not much thing.

 

 

4. Rain coat........from Made in Paradise, Kao-sarn Road.......it'z bn raining cats and dogs this week and d umbrella doesn't work when it'z windy........diz rain coat worked so well ^_^.......last week I went Central Chidlom...muh friend got a plastic wrap 4 her umbrella.....Me???.......carried diz rain coat having drops of water dripping down da floor all da way i go.  Da PCS auntie might haf poke muh head w/ da mop if she could, LOL.

 

 

5. Miscelleneous

Creepy wallet

Key Chain (I neva managed 2 unlock da 1st fl door @ home 4m da first key I try -_-".....they all look da same)

Pen, Dry Correction Tape, Virusful 256 Thumb Drive, Leather Band, Ice Breakers, KitKat, Snickers, Reese's, and Coins.....

 

That'z it for my bag........not a kod-rok one like j'ko!!! ha ha ha............'cuz i went seminar 2dae....unless it could look like a good cloth wrapping everything all in one place...LOL! 

As the title says, I juzz got a job @ Box Asia International Co., Ltd.  An international packaging company.  The interview wasn't so complicated : like talking rather than interviewing.  No complicate psychological question.  The boss even invited me for lunch on interview date ^_^

Company

As i'm a newby, i dunnoe much 'bout da company yet. Years ago, Box Asia was Ape Asia.  It'z an international packaging company with an office in Bangkok (close 2 Chidlom BTS station) and factory in RAYONG.

My Boss

K.Dalu >> He's so kind.  He'z 50 sth. Love painting, parachuting, car racing, musics, etc.  I dun remember how many languages he speaks but at least 5  : English, French, Thai, Spanish, and Chinese ; he said he still wanna learn may b one more language!

Working Hour

no clock-in, clock-out system....gud i like it......the thing iz juzz get ur work done!

My Team

I would rank myself da first from da bottom of all team members.  We've got 6 girls in the team.  Four from Kasetsart University and Two from Assumption University.  Four from Kasetsart graduated directly from Packaging Study Field.  Unlike my friend and Me.  My friend'z from IBM (International Business Management)>>>somewot relevant to the job.  Mine?........Chinese Language>>>>>>I dun even speak chinese fluently!!!!!

 

Like my friend told me......first jobbers neva hesitate 2 take da first job running in2 them.......and two months later........they start 2 get calls from other company.

 

It starts 2 happen 2 me.....I got 3 calls 2dae >_<........all on da way 2 c da customer !!!! How am I supposed 2 answer all those calls in da car, driving by my supervisor?????!!!???  All I can do was ignored the calls and text them.

 

All suggestions, advice, information, recommendations to a first jobber like me are welcome in here....^_____^

Neva realise wot job hunting'z like till i gotta go hunting 4 job myself -_-" juzz posted my online resume here and there, feeling it won't work.  I still feel better 'bout applying in person. I prefer jobs tat i meet people...not an office job....clock in and clock out -_-" but those jobs would require a car and a driving license which i haven't got one (though i can drive -_-")

 

Dare not talk 2 my parents 'bout diz 'cuz they're still working on my room >_<....Jobs running in are not jobs i like.....while jobs i'm running 4 r hard 2 get.....they require wot i dun haf....(working experience in specific fields, driving license, car, etc)

 

 

Looks like I dun even noe wot i wanna do.....and tat'z da stupidiest problem i've eva cn.....ppl usually haf problem of "how" 2 get wot they want.......I'm having problem of "wot" i want -_-"

 

Anyway....I'm not feeling bad 'bout it.  I even feel good.....i dunnoe y but i juzz feel like something good'z gonna happen 2 me :) Like i can't wait 2 c wot it is ^_^......

 

B4 ABAC'z X'mas event, i went 4 Acrylic nailZ w/ Ae.  We spent more time pickin colors and pattern than we did while waiting till they're done :P  Worth spending time, 'newayz! I like it but only i felt life went a little harder than usual.

Last Sat was AUSO'z BCD (Big Cleaning Day).  We did clean up some parts........at least da yellow shirts and rabbits zone (off supply) :P Iew brought us Sei'z roasted duck as he promised, finally, afta we've bn waiting 4 it 4 sooooo long -_-"  YummY ^_^

 

Afta cleaning up da SMO.  Iew asked if we would go exchange the coins in2 notes @ da bank.  It's not a big deal.......tat'z wot i first thought. But then.......it'z almost 30,000 Baht coins......(1 bath coins).  How much do u think it weighted!!! Unluckily, da bank was already closed when we arrived and da man there refused 2 exchange da coin in any case but suggest us go 2 7-11 instead.  So we drag all da coins 2 7-11 and exchange it there.   Da man there didn't even count it......he juzz count da bag not da coin.  I'm quite sure he didn't get d amount he expected 2 get but i dunnoe whether it short or exceed >_<

 

Then Sunday....it'z dreamworld trip day!!!! Yippeeeee!!! I haven't bn there 4 so long.  Last time i went there was a very good memory.  I love every little thing on that day.  Being @ dreamworld again was different.  We went there in group and had fun......screaming and screwing around.  Those hu doesn't play help us w/ our bags and belonging.  Thanx y'all!!!! ei ei ei. Though i had fun.......still there's a flashback seconds.....or may b minutes.........still thinking of sweet memory there...........hope it happen 2 me again soooooon.

 

Afta tat we all went 4 MK.....Kade didn't feel well so she head back 2 da dorm 1st (hope she get  better now).  Afta tat we departed I went shopping 'round w/ Tak, Tik, and M.  We all were so funny, switching the slogan of brands, getting confuse at last :P

 

On da way back 2 da dorm, we dropped by the international Gala night.......watch some performance and leave 2 take some rest......charging battery 4 Monday class.  I'm the only on having class 4m 9am-5pm w/ a break juzz from 12-2pm.  I hate having break @ Bangna since there'z nothing 2 do here besides surfing internet.....and tat'z y i'm here.......bye bye blog :P

It's tuning up timE.  It's time 2 listen.  He did listen, GOOD.  He did say something, BETTER.  If he show me he always care and try hiz best 2 do wot he'z said he will, BEST.

 

Something takes time, yes.  "Something takes time" could be just an excuse, true. He mean it when he said it, possible. Which choice would ur feeling fall in2 if u were me and there's no sign he'z working on it.  He's tat kinda person, may be.  But no matter how timid or quiet or woteva he is, if he does care......at least.......i could only hope he'll show me he does care and tat he's working on it, not leaving me wondering if he still care and working on it.  Not leaving me wondering if the next day will b bright or dull.

 

I did try 2 do my part.......I dunnoe if he feel it....'cuz he neva talked 'bout it.

 

Anyway.....looks like everything'z getting better............i mean.....i hope it is.  So wot 2 do........"wait 'n C"

 

 

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Talking 'bout translation II class......translating Thai into Chinese.  Tat'z harder than translating from Chinese in2 Thai and even harder than translating from English into Chinese.  Wot'z da problem w/ it?........da problem iz tat i dun remember Thai letters alphabetically.  So when i look up 4 words......i hafta fan da bk 4 at least 2 times 2 get 2 da alphabet i was looking for. One more problem......i always spell da words incorrectly, making stooopid mistake -_-" Too bad, huh!

 

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Isn't it da time 2 haf fun when there'z no examz.....quizzes coming up soon?.....Yeah it is.  But I juzz got no idea of where 2 go -_-"........any suggestion? Ppl.........let's hang out!!!! ei ei ei :P Shopping around, eating like mad, walk like u'll b lame tmr, ha ha ha :)

I just realised tat sometimes being apart iz better.  Being apart, missing each other desparately.  It's better than being 2gether, looking 4 chances 2 split.

 

Meanwhile, being apart could prove the relationship.

 

Tat'z wot i told my friends......close friends, i mean.  And their question sparked me.  They asked me "i wonder why wldn't he jump 2 u everytime he's got chances"

 

I told them "may be he's got too much chances"

 

They said......"there's no TOO MUCH chances, dear"

 

Does tat hurt?.......i dunnoe...........but tat'z wot my friends told me.

 

 

Wot hurt me deeper was guyz hu used 2 came up 2 me.  They're now telling me i've made a mistake.  Welpz, I neva listen 2 'em.  I neva take wot they said in2 my brain.  But everytime HE ignore me............everytime HE hurt me.........it proves wot they said...........Tat'z wot hurt me deeper.  HE was da one proving it -_-"  Sad story, huh?

 

He refuse 2 talk 'bout all these things.  So i stop talking 'bout it.  He even turned hiz back 2 me, keep being silence....

 

I wonder if my prirority will be the lowest in his list.............

 

tat'z it.

tat'z wot i've told myself b4.

 

I told myself not 2 b worry and 2 b happy. Finally....I'm happy !

 

Everything seems 2 b better afta all da shit :)  Friends, Study, Love, Believe, Family, Activities, and elses.

 

Let's c wot haf we got on MSN display name 2dae :

 

1.  ยอมเป็นหยกสลาย ไม่ขอเป็นกระเบื้องสมบูรณ์ - Pop (Vidva)

2.  ไม่ได้เลิศหรูแค่คนบนพื้นดินทราย ไม่ใช่เจ้าชายที่มีให้เธอได้ทุกสิ่ง - Top AUSO

3.  ชีวิตเสี่ยง ๆ กับวันเสี่ยว ๆ - Pui (Risk Management)

4.  แม่ไม่ปลื้ม แต่ผมปลื้ม...จบ - Beer (AUSO)

5.  ไม่ผูกมัด แต่ผูกพัน - Nan CIJ

6.  you were always pretty but now prittIER - Jibjoint CIJ

7.  Forgiving is not Forgetting - M CIJ

8.  รักนะเด็กง่าว แต่ไม่แสดงออก - Toey YASS

9.  look back on those lazy days....right now it's a payback time!!! - Woraemon

10.เศรษฐกิจยังพอเพียง แต่ทำไมใจเธอไม่เคยเพียงพอ - Kobe MC

11.คนบางแคร์ แคร์บางคนนะ คนบางรัก รักบางคนรึป่าว - Mac YBC

12.ความจริงใจเป็นสมบัติของคนดี ลองดูสิแล้วคุณจะมีหัวใจ - Ting YBC

13.ฤดูกาลเปลี่ยนไป เธอกับฉันก็แก่ตาม"""! - Deddy

14.เอาทักษิณกลับมาโกงงบ เขาชนไก่ ได้มั๊ยคับ - Gems YBC

Finally........I've got sb.  Finally.........I found da missin piece :).......It'z Bank.  We were friends but thing changed.....(in a very positive way ^_^).  If anybody would ask me wot day do i like da most among 365 days. D answer wouldn't b my birthday or any other day but a Halloween Night! Tat'z when it started :)

 

This could b da shortest journal ever but it'z da most meaningful one :)

 

Thanx God!

 

God bless you all :)

Everybody moves on.  He moves on.  She moves on.  You move on.  I get stuck -_-"

 

I've got friends.....they're now (practically) leaving me behind unintentionally.

 

I dun blame them......I'd rather blame myself of having nobody.

 

You may not get an idea of wot i'm talking 'bout.  Dun try to get it......'cuz it may b hard 4 u........the only way you get d idea of wot I tried 2 express here iz 2 "feel the same".

 

Sometimes I feel like bothering.........being such a nuisance 2 others.............so i walked away........but then.......it wasn't long b4 i return....'cuz i can't stand being alone -_-"

 

Sorry if i've eva bn bothering or bn so nuisance 2 any of u >_<"

I dunnoe if those hu'z already graduated feel da same when their last semester came up.  I feel like "i dun wanna graduate yet!".  It doesn't mean i dun like working or i dunnoe wot 2 do.  But it'z more like i wanna enjoy some more college life.  I'm so in-2 activities and i luv it.  My mom used 2 ask me y am i working 4 non-paid work more than paid-work.  She said i would earn a lot more if i devote myself to more paid-work.  My paid-work iz da work i hafta work on it ALONE!!!! and i HATE being ALONE.  so i'd rather work on non-paid work which i dun hafta b alone.

 

I haven't decided which route am i taking next semester.  Some say i shld b looking 4 jobs.....look 4ward 2 career life.  The others say i shld enjoy my last college-life semester b4 stepping 2 da nxt lvl (working life).

 

I've got so many offers......which non of 'em offer me the work i dun hafta b alone -_-"......hmmmm..........

 

I'm not sure if my parents get how i feel....."I dun wanna b a billionaire.........I dun wanna get an exclusively high position........I juzz wanna be.................

 

 

............................................be HAPPY. I juzz wanna know i'm beloved one of sb and be happy.  I juzz dun like being ALONE!

 

One semester used 2 sound like a long period of time 2 me..........but not now.......when it'z da last semester!

I dunnoe wot'z disturbing me.  I dun even noe wot exactly i want.

 

* i feel "blank"

* tired, reading for exams

* stress "power 3"

* my bad

* no one knows

* life goes on........livelessly

* I used 2 feel like being an outcast...........diz iz not being an outcast......it'z like being a "nobody"

 

 

 

how a "nobody" could b a "somebody"?................it takes another "somebody" to make it happen

I dunnoe how such projects ran in2 my mind juzz b4 examz.  I've bn dreaming, talking, discussing, brain storming, searching 4 a biz 2 start.  First, i've got an idea 2 set up a fastfood restuarant (w/ my friendz) @ ABAC Huamak (still considering it).  Then, the next day Bank started talking 'bout music contest.  The day afta tat, we're talking 'bout sth. else.

 

I wanna own a shop.  I hate office life.  I want things 2 b flexible.  I know it won't b easy but at least it'd neva bn better in d office -_-"

 

I used 2 dream 'bout studying in psychology field (Musical Therapy), but then, tat'z juzz dream.  I noe diz dream'z not gonna come true.  I guess i can't afford the living in USA and I can't imagine being a Therapist.  I neva wanted 2 b a therapist.  I juzz wanna study more 'bout psychology and musical therapy.  I'm not sure if u get wot i'm trying 2 express here.  I juzz wanna noe more 'bout it.......not workin as a therapist.  I dun think it worth paying tat much......juzz 2 get woteva i want.  I noe we can't juzz get everth we want in life.  But in a lifetime, there has 2 b something we get 'cuz we want it :)

 

gotta go read 4 exam.......bye

Afta Emporium classes, I went Villa Market, waiting 4 Bank.  As i was heading 2 Villa Market, I eventually got a glanced @ a man.  He homeless-like man.  Anyway, the rope-dragon and the sign bside him told me he'z not a homeless.  The sign said "even I (ur son) am poor, I haf my dignity, I'll weave the rope like diz" (diz iz not d exact word, i dun remember it :P). He thought i can't speak Thai so he didn't talk 2 me much, juzz errr.....errr.....and smile (which made me look back 2 da choice of whether he'z insane or a homeless -_-"!!!).  But then I asked him if he sell tat dragon....and how much does it cost.  It'z 500 Baht.  Not too expensive......but I haven't got cash in hand, so i asked him if he'll b here everyday.  Yes, He'll b there 'round Villa Market and Prompong BTS Station.  He told me if he'z not there, he'll b back in few days.  It takes him 2 days 2 get the dragon done.  A Spanish lady stop, looking @ the dragon.  I suddenly found da best way i could help him.  I talk 2 tat lady in English.  She asked 4 more information.  She wonder if he could weave da rope in2 other kinds of animal, so he brought out his porfolio (basically juzz a photo album).  Besides dragon, he made deers, birds, eagles, dogs, and else.  Then she asked if he'z Chinese.  He told us he'z Thai (but got Chinese blood 4m hiz greatgrandfather and hiz grandfather).  He used 2 b in a hill tribe, working on plantation. Then he handed us the x-rox of a magazine scoope (both in Thai and English).  I juzz recognized it'z 'bout him.  He used 2 b in Sri-Thanya but he'z better now.....he'z good actually.  He'z now so creative and artistic.  Afta reading da paper......he told us we can keep it.  The foreigner decided 2 buy tat dragon.  He smiled...........we all smile, infact :)  I told him......though i haven't got cash now, at lest i help him sell it out.  He told me money doesn't matter.......he juzz want ppl 2 b happy w/ hiz artwork.  He used 2 sell these things in so many prices, ranged 4m 100B. - dunnoe-how-many-thousandB.

 

Tat'z life.....Tat'z happiness in him :).....I did c the happiness in him.....in hiz smile :)

I'm juzz back 4m Thai Volunteer Camp....and would like 2 share 'bout it.

 

Bank called up and ask if i wanna go 2 da camp.....he did explain a little about the camp.  I looked at my schedule....it'z already stuffed with exams and projects (including work).  But then.......something told me I should join the camp.....I wouldn't haf diz chance afta graduating (tat'z wot it felt).  A.V told me he could bring the exam paper w/ him 2 da camp..........i can sit 4 d exam there.  So i decided to join da camp.

 

I went for Chi Hotel exam in advance on Wednesday (instead of Thu 'cuz we're leaving on Thu).

 

I packed my back.......ready 2 go.......w/ Finance Book in my hands.  I sleep over at Tuch 'n Tak'z place w/ Liew and Bank on Wed night ('cuz we're leaving early da next morning).........*Liew 'n Bank snored terribly loud!!!!!*

 

When we first arrived @ the meeting point.  We're talkin 'bout backing out.  It'z not wot we expected.  It'z not bad but juzz unexpected.  But then everything gets better.

 

Thought we didn't get wot we expected, we did get something good.  We made new friends (coming from many different places : North, South, North East, Laos).  We learnt new languages.....(which we got used 2 it....and it made us speak a little strange in Thai :P).

 

Bad impression @ first but leave a good impression i'd neva forget @ last.

 

Exhausted but it'z fun........it'z all GAMES.............every minute in da camp......we're spending our lives on GAMES.

b4 i tell u 'bout the bunny rabbits, let me tell u 'bout da kids i met last Sat.  A Combo of sisters came for piano lesson last Sat.  When one's playing.....d other one would always drew d attention away.  Once the younger one was 'bout 2 play.......the older one shout out loud "I'm going 2 draw!!!"..........it'z loud enough 2 make d younger (who was 'bout 2 play) reply......"wot?" and when we all look @ her........she answered back "wot r u lookin 4????" >_<.......u gotta c her face!!!!! it'z hella guan-son-teeeeeeen!!!!!! Luckily, i had a very good sleep on Friday.....i did haf enough energy 2 waste on being patient !!!

 

here....let's talk 'bout the bunny rabbits........... :3

 

I went JJ Market w/ Bank on Sat afta teaching.  We met @ BTS Emporium & work our way 4m their straight 2 JJ.  First we were thinkin of the "Lobo Mice".  Then as we walk 'round we changed our minds 2 many thing elses which ranged 4m lizard 2 parots.......(including fishes, puppies, squirrels, etc, etc.)..............We finally ended up w/ 2 baby rabbits :)

 

I took da brown one and bank took the white one.  We walked around, looking 4 a shelter 4 'em.........and ended up buying da cage 4m d shop we bought 'em....ha ha ha :P

 

Afta we're done w/ d accesories.....we went 4 ride on a cab back 2 HM........

 

When we arrived.....we took 'em out......they're (first) a little dizzy..........then they started 2 explore their new home.......(i guess they like it......they MUST....:P)

 

We found (later) tat they're JUST like the their owner...........The white one eats everything under da sun....juzz like Bank.  The brown one looks a little slower and stupid but ....he'z a gud boi! :P

 

Everybody loves 'em........

 

Then we started 2 name 'em.  We basically think of sth every name other ppl would think of 4 their pets. ............Bank txt me in d evening "Dozo".......i like it........but it sounds YUMMIE.....wot if sb eats it.

 

We later agreed on "ChengmenG" for da brown one (mine).......and "HuangsuI" for the white one (Bank's).  Not considering 'bout da meaning.......everything'z good.....but if u need d explanation "why chengmeng and huangsui?"......ask me personally......i'll tell u :)

no.....i'm not crying for my ex......:P dun get me wrong :3..........i mean d exam.

 

I've got 5 exam in 4 days...........all writing..........which means......i hafta read a lot in order to be able 2 understand the instruction and answer it.  Most of them are in short answer and essay form.

 

I wasn't bad....I did do well in some of them but then...........They're putting too much stress on me.  I was resless and still hafta work on the next and the next and the next exam.

 

I hafta read for wot i dunnoe i'll neva do well.

 

Thanx God, I did pray......I didn't cheat.  But i'm still restless and still got an undone project to work on.

 

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I went the immortal pub and restuarant yesterday.  No nitelife......juzz karaoke party :]

 

I went there w/ AUSO peepz........15 of us.  We reserve Hangzhou room........but we were late so it'z given to other peepz.

 

We were squeezing in a room for 6!!!!!..........a real Nung-len mode! ha ha ha.....did haf fun anyway :]......one thing good 'bout it iz tat ....it'z very cheap.......juzz 100 each.  'cuz da room cost us only 500........instead of 1200....:P

I've bn sitting in four exam diz wk.....one on Tuesday, another on Wednesday, and Two more on Thursday.  I failed da first two.  I was caught cheating on da first one.  I ddin't even cheat........my friend turned back 2 me when d protor'z outta class.  When she's back, wot she saw was her copying me.....i dun get why am i in!!!!?????

 

I skip all Monday class to get myself ready with exams on da following day.........Laoshi told us more exam outline and the scope and especially more of where we haf 2 study for exam.  I was not there in class, my friend didn't call me up, I called her and can't reach her.  I called her again, she didn't pick it up....and she didn't call back.  I met her in class, she didn't tell me 'bout it.  In the exam.....Wot i've bn reading so late @ night was juzz half the paper......I can't make full score of wot i've studied...I would neva even make it 50% 4m da paper.

 

Then, on Thursday....I expected myself 2 b relieved afta Chi Hotel exam......but then......there come the pop up quiz!!!!!!..........IT pop up quizzes.......and afta da quiz, I attended the AUSO meeting.  2dae......I thought i would b sleeping like death.......I gotta b out 2 work!!!!

 

It'z killing me!!!!!

i'm back home diz wkend.  My mom told me 2 pack some more clothes 2 da dorm (sounds good!!) but i told her i wanna leave 'em @ home so i haf sth. 2 wear in case i'm back home.  And tat'z da starting pt.  She started complaining 'bout me being in da dorm.....>_<..........fortunately, it did stop.....it didn't go forever like it used 2 b.

 

I went c da 2nd Fl.  All downlights r fixed and ready 2 work.  Walls and ceilings still need paintings. Thus, nothing'z moved 4m da 3rd fl 2 da 2nd yet.  My mom always say she's sure da room will b ready 4 me 2 b back home on July 12 and tat she wants me 2 b back home.  As I expected.......2dae iz July 15 and i c no sign of a ready-room.  I'm not complaining or saying I want it done.  It's juzz tat she said it will, but it's not and as it'z her.......diz promise fade away.  If it'z me......she would b complaining 'bout my breaking the promise for how-long-i-dun-noe.